When you live in a somewhat remote area and don't have an unlimited budget, you gotta learn to make your own good food and fun. I left my job the day my first daughter was born. That's okay, because I love my life, and I love what I get to do and I chose to do this. It also helps that my husband is particularly easy on the eyes and my girls are non-stop entertainment factories. This is me with my girls.
I think things happen for a reason, and I cherish the chance for this lifestyle because it very nearly wasn't mine.
I went through three years of infertility and treatments, which I began blogging about then stopped because I just couldn't stomach it. IUI's, IVF, you name it, and I went through it. Multiple times. I kept the pee stick companies in business. And after all of that, I was told I wouldn't be able to have children on my own. I lived with that knowledge for months before becoming very sick. Turns out, the fertility drugs screwed my natural hormones up so badly I had to go to an oncologist and hematologist to get fixed back up. I lost two babies before having my amazing little girl in February of '09 when I was 34. My second girl followed 15 months later. Sometimes I look at them and can't believe they are really here.
I love being creative...its my outlet for those tough days, frustrations and an antidote to the general and unstoppable busy-ness of life. I love to cook. I really don't like to clean, but I do it because I have to. We have a 1940's little dollhouse of a cape that we added a second floor onto the top of. The house and I are still recovering. But, this not so little renovation should generate enough projects to keep this blog in business for quite some time.
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